PinnedRuth VictoriaCowered in fear before even tryingIt’s been a while but I promise it’s worth the readJul 21, 20231Jul 21, 20231
Ruth Victoriainthe Cafe40 days laterThe day of, I made sure not to pack black or white clothing. And knowing me, I own nothing but black or white clothes. But I tried. I…May 10, 2019May 10, 2019
Ruth VictoriaWinter BluesIts cold the type where a thousand little sharp knives persistently stab the surface of your skin. From the tip of your fingers, and toes…Jan 5, 20182Jan 5, 20182
Ruth VictoriaScary Thought of SettlingAnd then you ask yourself, could it be better? Hell yes. A thousand times better. But will you settle? And then you look around, and tell…Dec 6, 2017Dec 6, 2017
Ruth VictoriaHigh Functioning Depression/ Dysthimia: A Peakone more batch of cookies. one more batch. okay last one i promise. let’s clean up all this mess and try to look intact. orders ready…Nov 21, 2017Nov 21, 2017
Ruth VictoriaToo Heavyyou start to doubt if your legs really do exist and your chest so heavy with every waking hour God damn this hurts and when you sleep, you…Nov 21, 2017Nov 21, 2017
Ruth Victoria‘Tis the SeasonThere is something about the season of christmas that makes me feel as if a million sharp knives are coming, pointed towards me, and I have…Nov 15, 2017Nov 15, 2017
Ruth VictoriaExact Same Onesit happens quite often you know the way you see people and how it all changes. at a glance, you’re in awe and amusement “how can you…Oct 31, 20171Oct 31, 20171
Ruth VictoriaA Dead EndHe knows its a dead end here It’s a dead end here right here with me It’s a dead end. No matter how many times he’s tried circling the way…Oct 23, 20171Oct 23, 20171