I’m disappearing on the inside& my biggest fear is being forgotten. Encounters,friendships&family I cherish.My self&soul are in my writings, proof that I exist.
I hate that you hate me,
The sighs and eye rolls
I hate that you have apathy,
For things beyond my control.
I hate that I bring you distress,
In cases of you being the first response.
“Rationalizing won’t do shit.
People think that torture is pain.
Its not pain. Its time.
Its time slowly realizing that your life is over.
I look up, to the sky today.
Standing in the concrete jungle of high rise buildings, standing tall and solemn like soldiers. I stand in that city, whose skyline was changed within several minutes, on that one regular day, in September, some time ago.