You should read “the hard thing about hard things” by Ben Horowitz. It explains the tough decisions and challenges of CEOs, you’ll love it.

Your post is amazing, and I believe most startup CEOs pass through similar phases and hard choices, but they rarely talk about them — since they always want to submit a positive vibe and PR about their companies.

Thank you for sharing this post and being honest about it. The experience you’ve got from this is priceless and i totally think you should take a decent vacation and start something else or join an exciting early startup in the bay area.