Oh jeez Erynn, I wish it were that I had always been “switched on” but I spent decades infatuated…

Thanks for sharing your process here. As another white guy, I resonate very strongly with much of it, though I am younger than you (based on your words). I wonder if this piece I wrote might resonate with you: https://medium.com/@abelateiner/grieving-the-white-void-48c410fdd7f3

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