At a surface level, it would seem so. But it was because we were on different pages and I wasn’t a very open person about my needs other than sexual needs. My emotions had tanked because of stress from job discrimination and living in a world as an introvert, among other things. I have been accustomed to cutting off certain emotions and opting to ignore them, or not feel them at all. So when I met Him (again) and He told me he wanted emotion, it was a “no deal” for me. But He drew it out of me because that’s really what I needed: to be free to express myself as I am and not as people wanted to see me. I don’t think I have ever experienced that.