abeni doulaBlockedUnblockFollowFollowingI am hurting like hell over the sudden, tragic loss of a Man who had given me so much Life in recent months.Jun 19I think for a moment. Hmmmm, letting him come over would involve cleaning up myself and my room, orchestrating child care, a real effort. Plus, it’s my home. My mortgage. When I’m done I’m done; if he wants to keep going, that’s an inconvenience for me. It means a shower after. It means hours not being a mom on a day I’m supposed to.ME AND MY BULLETFierce Force 💃🏼534Oh, this is the truth right here!