What was the point of all this? Was I growing just for the sake of growing?
I Got Everything I Wanted Last Year (and It Was Kind of Underwhelming)
Jeff Goins

This is exactly what I am feeling right now. Actually the whole article is exactly what is reverberating through my head right now.And I am afraid that it might lead to depression. 
I thank you for this with utmost gratitude. Its funny how things find their way to you when you need it the most. I am sure it has given me, not whole but some sense of relief. Well I am still wandering in the woods but I will find my way out or maybe stumble upon something amazing!