I’m truly, thoroughly lost right now.
I am looking for an internship and meeting dead ends. I am terrified. I have to give a review in college soon, and when I’m asked about my next internship, I wished to have an answer.
But I don’t.
And it is a sinking feeling. I hate it.
I tried to avoid it, look through it, bury it deep somewhere, but it erupts.
Even Charles Leclerc can’t help me now.
I have exactly a week from now to get a confirmation.
Or, I’m done for good.
And then is also the stress about the MS applications.
Do I have what it takes? Or I’m fooling myself?
What makes me stand apart?
Right now, I have absolutely no answer.
And it is too early to sleep, so I can’t hide away in her arms.
All I can do is think and think.
Will it be of any good? I have no idea.
I really want things to work out.
I open LinkedIn and seems like everyone has an internship, and everything figured out, I want that peace too.
But I feel really helpless right now.
Please work out.
Please work out for the best.
