The Heart Of This Life

Someone recently reminded me that it doesn’t matter how much days you spent pursuing the same daily routine from waking till sleeping. What is important that how many moments of that monotonous and dull life routine shaped you, made you self-realize that you really are important to someone or other . Tell me how many of those precious moments made you realize your mistake.

Your silly mistakes caused a huge blunder which you couldn’t take even if you wanted to . Maybe every new day just seemed alike ,believe me your life isn’t really yours and I am sure you must have heard that philosophy before. If you rewind back your life to relive some moments , you will see yourself taking stand for someone , whom you cherished above all , but eventually getting hurt in the process .You must have cursed yourself and your life firstly for with holding a lost string of hope at your end . The whole situation seemed unfair and impossible but what was to happen had really happened. No shit.

Then you will also find those moments where you wanted to correct a mistake , say sorry to a friend or a girl for your rudeness , but you couldn’t do so .Then your self-boosted ego told you that its pride was all that mattered . Hopefully the so seemed end did not happen as expected. You told you ego to shut up for a moment so that you can correct yourself , and tame the spirit inside you which was stopping from going . Well life is interesting , sometimes you yourself don’t know which way you will turn unless you reach that perfect moment of chasing and shackling your fluttering heart. Just sprinkle your life with little rosy buds of forgiveness and the strength to make something right.

Sometimes clarity in your messy life makes you sensible and helps you untangle it. Clarity really gives you the right perspective towards life and others too in case .Confusion and misunderstanding with anyone and I mean it ,with anyone, ultimately wears down your life .You will feel a weight that you have to carry everywhere , you will worry ,will throw away your fear around.ultimately you make your life a self-destructive walking machine. It destroys. By the time you come to your senses ,the moment is gone. It has melted .Disappeared somewhere in the ashes of time .

You see the perfect irony that fates , which is assumed by Shakespeare to be a blind lady turning the wheel and giving gifts to everyone.Now you see the biggest irony .Theoretically they are the gifts but it depend on the person how he accepts that gift .It may be joyous necklace/ring , or sadness and grief.Sadness is not always as bad as it’s made out to be. In fact, sadness can be the start of your journey directly to the heart of life.

Sadness can be golden indeed. You might see clearly for the very first time. Or you might get fantastically woken up once again. Either way, let grief and sadness become a part of life.It will make sense , just give’em a chance and you will know why. Let your heart break into a million pieces , I know cry for sometime just by remembering the cause but its worth it.When sadness breaks open our heart, we become fully human.Suffering is a common thread that unites all of us. Its true. You may not see it but you will truly realize that if you read “Dusk” by Saki. Google it.

Finally , anything doesn’t last for too long . Live your life not only in the matter of days but in also a way to see a smile on a stranger’s face when you do something good. You will feel the satisfaction. This is what your days on earth are worth living for . Life is bittersweet. And that’s okay with me. I do and as I get .Its Karma .Brother nobody will deny that Life is a bitch. But we love and live. #The Heart Of This Life