Self and the shadow
A speck of dust floating through endless space,
Waltzing, dancing, and sliding to wherever the wind blows,
With all its innocence.
A speck of dust floating through endless space,
Gathers its mass,
As it waltzes, dances and slides.
A speck of dust turns around to notice its tail,
Overwhelmed by the beautiful and the ugly, the good and the evil,
A speck of dust is no longer innocent.
I am not a speck of dust or so I feel,
I am the good and I am the beautiful,
This makes me me and happy or so I feel.
I am the good and I am the beautiful,
Yet, I feel ugly and evil;
Why this delirious dichotomy?
I am the ugly and I am the evil,
Yet, I yearn to be the good and the beautiful;
Why this capricious cacophony?
I forgot who I am,
I went wherever the wind blew,
I went along, casting my shadow.
Am I true? Am I authentic?
Am I pure?
Am I free like a speck of dust floating through endless space?
I am no longer a speck of dust,
I am no longer the good, the evil, the beautiful or the ugly;
Rejecting identity is the antidote to this precarious (bi)polarity.