Alan BlyweissThe Times I Want To QuitFor those of you that think suicide is a cheat way out , this is because you can’t hear my brain shout.Mar 1, 2022Mar 1, 2022
Alan BlyweissAll In A DaySometimes I sit here wondering why , ready for the lord to take me to the sky, rage at any moment, making everyone the opponent , nobody…Feb 23, 20221Feb 23, 20221
Alan Blyweiss25 Days In The HospitalThey always told my wife I was well, but forgot to tell her I was living in hell.Feb 2, 20222Feb 2, 20222
Alan BlyweissPray The Lord My Soul To KeepAs I lay my head down to sleep , I pray the Lord my soul to keep, but then my mind goes deep , it’s my soul that is so meek.Feb 2, 20221Feb 2, 20221
Alan BlyweissTime Slowing DownTime moving slower , losing your control , looking down at the black hole .Feb 2, 2022Feb 2, 2022
Alan BlyweissJust A Few SymptomsThe tremors in my hand , my balance when I standFeb 2, 20222Feb 2, 20222
Alan BlyweissLeaving YouI don’t want to leave you , but I. know the time will be coming , my fears of dying, keep my mind running. Leaving you alone is not what I…Feb 2, 20221Feb 2, 20221
Alan BlyweissIf They Only KnewI’m so tired of people saying how great I look , if they only knew the pain I go through, it’s like taking a hook . Everybody that knows…Feb 2, 20221Feb 2, 20221
Alan BlyweissBrain Going NumbWhen we. do something and then think why , it always leads to a blank stare in the sky .Then tears pouring out of my eye, and again wonder…Feb 2, 20221Feb 2, 20221