Acid StarFeelings of FailureYou know, there’s a way that the whole spiritual autolysis thing is very boring, because there are these issues that you kind of just come…4 min read·Jun 14, 2023--1--1
Acid StarI Feel Sad About How Much of My Life I WastedI’m obsessed with age; is someone older than me, younger than me? I’m 38, with 39 not too far off, and I didn’t get married. I don’t have…3 min read·Jun 3, 2023----
Acid StarLate at night with the spooky robotsI’m having some fun with Midjourney; I keep typing in prompts and I keep getting pictures out.4 min read·May 31, 2023----
Acid StarMundane TruthsFor a while, I thought the truths I had to face were the big ones. Like, DEATH, and I suppose that’s still true.4 min read·May 30, 2023----
Acid StarEgo and GriefI’m reading a book on grief right now; I sort of feel guilty, because it’s a book about BIG grief, and I feel like I only have little…2 min read·Apr 17, 2023----
Acid StarMaya Has Come For MeAs I was writing, I got the following text message from an unknown number:3 min read·Apr 16, 2023----
Acid StarWhat is the Resistance?I wake up at night feeling anxious; often I imagine a partner (frequently male) there with me which helps me feel safer. However, on a…4 min read·Aug 8, 2022----
Acid StarWhen The Story Wears ThinSometimes now, not often really, I can sit there and feel the thinness of the story. Normally, I’m just in the world doing the things you…3 min read·Jul 25, 2022----
Acid StarWhy Past Lives Make No SenseI don’t really get how people can both believe both in non-duality and reincarnation.5 min read·Jul 24, 2022--2--2
Acid StarHow does the ego keep popping up?It feels like, sometimes, no matter how many ego-stories I get to the bottom of, there’s always another one sitting there ready to pop back…7 min read·Jul 9, 2022----