Confessions

I am a pornography addict, and this is my first step to putting an end to it. And as much I want to re-evaluate my stance, it’s a conclusion I’ve come to from the survey of the numerous times I’d have to clear my browser history, all in the name of being discrete.

To be honest, I have a very strict policy as regards leaving any trace of dirt and any of my misgivings behind for others to see. In other words, as a person, let me just put it that I always make it a point to flush my shit to oblivion whenever I use the john, just so no one else coming after me gets a glimpse of my dump. It’s not a compulsive behavior, it’s impulsive.

However though, I have recently come to discover the futility of such actions. I have come to realize that nothing can truly be hidden; it may not be found out for a while, but in time, every secret becomes a gist. So in the spirit of pro-activeness, I have decided to air my dirty laundry before hand and hence not have to deal with the shock and distraught of an aftermath discovery.

Although I have in my stead, a lot of excusable reasons to back up my acts as regards watching loads of pornography, I have however solely gone against that alternative. And I have done this because I am aware of the fact that excuses, though effective, are most often than not, handicapped. So in that light; in the realization of the fact that I could chose not to do this, but have decided to, I end this confession by reiterating it:

“I am a pornography addict, and this is my first step in putting an end to it.”

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