Today I saved myself falling off a cliff
I was distressed from 1 year
I am not getting what I expected, I am hating myself, if my friend comes to me and says lets party tonight, i imagine the party to be like this, that, when i approach there and find if the party didn’t reach my expectations, that’s it i would not party anymore. This is happening to me from long time.
I observed this in me, but I don’t know how to express this in words to make others understand, I tried explaining to many but I failed in making them understanding my point, This made me feel even more distress and I started to get irritated at every small thing. This was me till last week, then I started interrogate myself and I got to my problem. It is the one I mentioned you in second paragraph.
Then I approached my counselor she asked me to close my eyes and keep calm after some 15 minutes of relaxing my brain she asked me to think I was at foot of a cold mountain, I placed myself at the foot of the mountain and she asked to climb that mountain, I started running faster, even I did n’t ask where my destination is! and I didn’t observe that I reached the cliff and I felt that I was falling off the cliff. I suddenly opened my eyes. she smiled at me and told me that what I am doing I am not seeing the reality and expecting more and more which is not there. I told her I got the point and went away

The key points I learned are
- Run back of your passion and dreams but keep the foot on ground and watch where you are going.
- See the cliff(end of your potential, resources), don’t stop, build the cliff even more higher and at one point you will come to know this is the edge, this is where I want to jump from because you will have that eagle view of what you want”