mel
mel
Aug 27, 2017 · 2 min read

When u left i was broke I asked u not to I didn’t understand why I wanted u and only u I didn’t care about anything else but u felt different u left and I felt the last piece of my heart the piece that cared break the warmth left I was cold shuddering cause of my own sadness I built walls and I just let u in I thought I was cold and hurt I didn’t realize what pain was till u left I felt my shattered heart break I felt the warmth leave I felt the happiness die I saw my world crumbling all because u left the sadness I felt was unbearable i cried something I hadn’t done in years then like that it was gone the sadness was gone and it was terrible I was dead on the inside I was cold and alone feeling the pain I’m. Just not meant to be happy I tred again I don’t know why I knew I was gonna heart but I did it anyway I asked for you to be with me u were the key to my happiness but u didn’t want to be with someone like me after that I was cold not because I was empty but because I. Was sad I wish I could change myself to a person u could love but I wasn’t I wanted u leave and realized when u left that u were my everything and I had lost it and I was angry not because of what u did but because I still love u I would do anything. For u that I’m weak most of all I hate how I miss everything about you.

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