get a job as an apprentice plumber/electrician. in 3–4 years you’ll be able to make it on your own plus making serious money without getting into debt. you create the future not the other way around. but you’ve fallen for the fallacy that everyone should go to college, get a loan, get an education blah blah. you get an education on your own, by being curious and exploring your interests and not only. how to get curious? doubt/question everything. start with your own beliefs first.