I honestly didn’t know what to title this. I just know I needed to write about how I felt before I could lose the words to describe it.
I’ve finally got confirmation about my depression. If any of you are close you know this, but some of you don’t. I could be very happy and energetic at the drop of a dime, but I can easily be the opposite at a moments notice.
My dark enemy, depression. He invites himself in without knocking. He shows up at the door, opens it, and flashes his badge that basically says, “I got the right to invade whatever the hell I want.”
Some days it’s exactly that, but a day like today, I heard him pull up outside my door, and watched helplessly as he entered my home.