Either some women in your life didn’t treat you right or to your liking, or you have superficial knowledge on feminism. If you take your time and really look into it, I’m sure you’ll be able to judge objectively who’s lying about what, because I truly believe you HAVE the ability to be objective.
About the ‘hateful ideology’, you must admit that your own tone drips hatefulness (but young people are angry like that, it’s a given).
If you say you don’t think you’ll change when you get older, I pity you for the quality of life awaiting you. But, like I said, you’ll change. By the ‘looks’ of your brains, you can’t help it.
Have a good life!