I actually FELT your anger AND my anger while reading it. Because it’s been happening to me ever since I was 12. I was looking forward to getting old — I' m 48 now — as I thought it would stop. It turns out it doesn’t matter how old you are, how you look, how you behave, what race or gender you are, as long as you find yourself in a minority of some kind or on a lower level of defence at some point in time. It makes you the outlet for the frustration of inferior human beings. Because that’s what they are.