Cuck & The Sexual Hierarchy — Part I
The Sexual Hierarchy is a two-part story that takes place in the afterglow of my first cuckold experience with Sienna. After some initial hesitancy, she begins to open up with me about the intimate details of her experience with our Bull, her new perceptions, and her evolving desires as our cuckold journey continues.
It has been about a week since Sienna and I shared our first cuckolding — the first time she spread her legs for another man since falling in love with me. I stood by taking photos, video, and watched another man fuck Sienna for hours. It was clear that Jalen, our Bull, was giving Sienna the best fucking of her life. I have never heard her scream and moan the way she did while Jalen took, as she put it, her black-cock virginity. Sienna was coming or on the edge of coming the entire time, and he left my girl completely wiped out on our bed with his cum dripping from her stretched and tender holes.
It is hard to admit to myself that another man fucked my girl better…even more embarrassing to share this publicly. That said, this is exactly what I wanted for Sienna. I wanted her to have the freedom to experience this pleasure within the loving, emotional safety of our relationship. As amazing as our sex is, I wanted her to reach even higher levels of sexual bliss. We both saw this as a gift a pleasure, even if it came from the cock of another man.
I’ve mentioned before that we are in a long distance relationship. Despite the inherent challenges with distance, we’ve done a great job sustaining our passion across time and space. We’ve managed this by creating what I think of as a burning ring of fire.
We savor the buildup to our getaways by fantasizing about what we will do and new things we want to experience. When we are together, our sex is off the charts and we’ll spend entire weekends in bed…only taking occasional breaks to go out for a bite to eat and drink. I always plan photoshoots with my girl in sexy outfits, take plenty of video, and try to have a new toy or two for us to try out. Then, when our trip is over, I edit the photos and produce videos for us to enjoy. This period, our afterglow, extends the erotic heat and high we experienced. Eventually, we turn our focus to the next together and, once again, enter the buildup phase. This entire cycle is our burning ring of fire.
We had spent over a year fantasizing about our first cuckold experience and how it would feel for her. Now that we have our fantasy has become our new reality, we can finally savor the juicy details and memories in our intimate afterglow. I’ve been excitedly editing photos and sending her video clips along with my steamy thoughts about what I was feeling at different moments, sharing how sexy she looked, and ensuring she knows how much I enjoyed it. I am also reassuring her that everything is okay, and my love for her is stronger than ever.
Sienna, on the other hand, has been less forthcoming and engaging. She sends me vague, brief replies about my photography skills or clipped “that’s hot” responses. There’s really nothing substantive or insightful coming from her. I don’t know what she is feeling about the experience, Jalen, or even about us. I’ve been patient, but my initial excitement is starting to fade into her silence. A darker, more hurtful haze is starting to settle around me.
Why is she being so distant? Maybe the experience was far better than Sienna had imagined possible and perhaps she is struggling with this new reality? Maybe she is having regret? I want to support her, but the silence is making me feel emotionally edgy. I am so turned on by her fucking other men…as long as I am inside the erotic ring of fire. However, I am not okay with her fucking another man and then shutting me out and denying the pleasure we both experience in our afterglow. It is starting to feel like the experience belongs to Sienna and Jalen, not us.
I know this is a critical time for me. What Sienna shares or doesn’t share over the next few days is going to influence my entire view of our journey to this point and possibly the future. I’m engaging in the afterglow and, while feeling a lot of internal angst, doing my best to not let it show. I’m giving her the time and space to share when she feels it.
It’s a new day and hope springs eternal. Sienna and I are messaging, but her phone is lagging. I tease her about her outdated technology. She comes back at me and suggests I should behave or she is going to have Jalen put me and my cock in its place.
“Baby! You are being mean! You better be careful. I’m going to have my new friend with a big black cock put you and your little cock in its place!”
Wow, Sienna’s reply very, very hot…and surprising. As our fantasy evolved, she consistently resisted any fantasy talk casting me, as she called it, sexually inferior to her Bull. While it was endearing that she felt this way, it worked against the erotic humiliation I enjoy as part of my cuckold experience. It seems the reality of having actually experienced a more endowed and dominant man may have given my girl a new perspective. I can feel my girl’s erotic energy returning, and I’m absolutely dripping with anticipation of her finally opening up.
My desire for Sienna to make physical comparisons based on her real-life experience is more intense than ever, but there is more to it than my own masochistic desires. If Sienna will allow herself to slip inside this space, it will be a sign she is tapping into something deep within her own sexuality — something raw and primal — that is purely pleasure based and distinct from the complexities of emotional connection. My sexy girl would be taking a step closer to personifying the Naughty Angel archetype that flows so powerfully through my erotic dreams.
I explore our newly expanding erotic edge by asking Sienna a few questions in hopes of making it easier for her share what she may be feeling.
“What is he going to tell me or show me? Is he going to show me once again how much better he can fuck my girl? Will I once again witness how differently you respond to having a REAL cock inside you?”
Having Sienna tease me about having a little cock compared to her Bull and admitting that he fucked her better would be the ultimate mind fuck — pure erotic gold! I imagine Sienna’s naughty thoughts swirling and clashing with her more loving and angelic spirit as I wait for her response.
“Mmmm Baby, yes!!! He showed this to both of us, but it seems you may be due for a reminder!”
Damn, she said it, right? Did my sexy girl actually admit that Jalen fucked her better? My heart is pounding out of my chest, and my cock is throbbing with arousal. Her next message drops in.
“Even so, we both know I will always come back to you and your little cock. It may be small by comparison, but it’s so dependable, loving, and precise.”
Sienna’s not-so-veiled admission has me on the erotic edge. My body feels shaky and it’s hard to breathe, but my straining erection reveals my truth — this is so exciting and I love it! He did fuck her better…and she just admitted it. I push for more of the masochistic rush that is now engulfing me.
“Sexy girl, mine is the cock of the man that loves and adores you. Jalen had other intentions. He offered a big, thick cock intent only on fucking you and making your tight pussy recognize his sexual superiority. It’s a sensation you’ve experienced and one that has now changed your perception of the sexual hierarchy.”
It feels amazing to have Sienna finally opening up..even a little. I have been so longing for her to reveal her truth about what happened and how she feels. Another message drops in.
“Yes Baby, I now recognize this and I do crave MORE big cock! You are taking good care of your girl’s needs! This is all so hot and naughty…I love it! I can take it all from both my men and drain you both. Then again, I don’t ever really drain you. Even after you have fucked me so good and came so many times, my Man’s big beautiful balls keep loading up with more creamy cum for me!”
Whew, it is so hot that Sienna described herself as having two men now and being able to drain both us. She certainly does…and did. The comment that is really flooring me though, in the very best way, was her saying, “Yes Baby, I now recognize this…” This was in response to my suggestion that her pussy felt and recognized the superiority of Jalen’s big black cock. Oh my god, I cannot begin to fully describe how achingly hard that made me! Sienna lets me know she has more to share and will do so in an email later in the day.
“It’s about Jalen, and I think you’re going to like it…I hope so!”
I feel like Sienna has finally processed whatever she was feeling and is finally embracing our afterglow…returning the experience to us. I love when she feels inspired to put her thoughts down on paper. It is like receiving an erotic gift to be able to wander through her naughty and well-developed thoughts. Her excitement about another man is working its magic spell and has me hanging on her every word. I end our exchange by letting her know how deeply in love and on fire I am for her.
I scan my inbox throughout the remainder of the day. Finally, her email and an intensely arousing confession appears…
To be continued…
