after september eleventh.

after september eleventh, the world stopped.
there was an eerie silence due to the pain that choked the nation
the world was cloaked in a grim ambiance
characterized by sulfuric perfume and death’s lipstick
france. uk. germany. jordan. syria. iran.
red, white, blue and orange incandescence illuminated the night
and through the haze where the towers fell
they created a showcase of boca lights
and glimmers of hope
after september eleventh, patriotism thrived.
american flags flew from store racks and onto façades
hats from our heads and hands on our hearts we frolicked, shouting
“god bless america” from rooftops at the top of our lungs
terrorism shook the foundation of the biggest buildings
but couldn’t shake the foundation of the country
crucifixed cross beams and pulverulent star-spangled banners
maintained the faith that america is a phoenix,
and from the ashes, it would rise
after september eleventh, we said never forget.
this day was dubbed as one to live in infamy like pearl harbor’s sister
we declared nine eleven would transcend time’s confinement
the lives of the two thousand nine hundred seventy-seven americans perished
or the six thousand americans wounded at the hands of
malignancy, dogmatism, imbecility, cowardice
would not be allowed to be erased from our memory
those who risked their lives or had their souls stolen were to be
exalted onto a pedestal, in the rhythm of a never ending applause
after september eleventh, we selected our enemy.
the dangerous career of demonization made us rich
with misinformation, with prejudices, with ignorance
we formed a phalanx and placed the red target on the foreheads of
muslims, which turned into an umbrella term for men
nefarious with dirty brown skin, long beards, cloaked bodies, and
women hidden by cloth, either docile or devious harley quinns
muslims, which turned into sikhs, which turned into hindus,
which turned into arab, which turned into desi — brown became bad
after september eleventh, we became terrorists.
for the two thousand nine hundred seventy-seven killed
we murdered two million citizens of the middle east
in a war for an event they were forced to apologize for
in a war for an event they had nothing to do with
we instilled anxiety, terror, in the hearts of muslim-americans
we removed hijabs, shaved the beards, changed the names,
and stripped them of their identities to selfishly ease our angsts
islamophobia became revolutionary, bigotry equivalent to vigilantism
after september eleventh, we didn’t progress.
fifteen years of interventionism, assassinations, torture,
black sites, airport security, predator drones,
government surveillance, ptsd, classified paper factories,
candlelight vigils, never forgetting, ceremonious speeches,
“go back to your country,” hate crimes, chimerical animosity,
bastardizing one billion six hundred thousand people and their tenets,
and fourteen years of gitmo
only to destabilize a region, create a new threat, and kill bin laden
after september eleventh, we became daesh.
we became our enemy by allowing our morality to deplete
we deemed our way of life as non-negotiably incompatible to variant
credos, forming a metaphysic based on propaganda
advanced torture and militancy might’ve been an adrenaline rush
and if you say it enough times, you might just think you’re justified
because blinding anger maltreatment turned our hearts black
as that of an aryan
terror plots and track records are nothing compared to american scorn
after september eleventh, we’re still america
sans our humanity and compassion for the people people in it
after september eleventh, will we hold each other for the remaining
three hundred sixty-four days in the year, or before death tolls rise?
after september eleventh, will we allow hatred to rule us?
if we have learned anything after september eleventh
it’s that hatred and density has taken too many people
hate is the enemy, and hating americans makes us our enemy
if we become our own enemy, then nine eleven never meant anything to us
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