THAT MOMENT WHEN FEELING LIKE A NOTHING, AND IN A BLINK ON AN EYE FEEL LIKE ON TOP OF THE WORLD: EPIPHANY!
I would like to believe more people know that I cry a lot. I find relief in crying. I believe every tear shed is a weight taken off of my shoulders.
A human being’s heart is like a land. It can be a Sahara or an oasis. A Sahara full of weed, snakes and scorpions, or an oasis full of palms, dates and pure water; it depends on how alive it is.
Tears are like rain, the more you cry, the more your heart is alive.
Music … Music, has a magical touch on me. Discovering a new song can make my day. Although, the song might be the saddest song ever, it can bring joy to my heart.
I speak too much about my heart, but it’s only because it is the most precious thing I own, the most precious part of me. I am happy to know and be sure the heart in my chest is mine, no one can control it. You can always fool one’s mind but never the heart. No power in the world can fool the heart except for itself. Which, makes it very difficult to get back on the right track after your heart loses its way.
It is actually raining outside as I am typing these words, and freezing too, but I finally feel warm. I feel warm, calm, happy, content, satisfied and I feel like I have no regrets. At least at this specific moment.
“The organized mess”, I love this theory, I stopped writing for a moment to listen to the rain, and this theory came to me. Nothing is messier and organized than the rain. Rain drops everywhere and anywhere, but its sound hitting the surface is as if it’s calculated.
I was watching a romantic movie hoping to get inspired. It eventually did inspire me. It made me forget about the rest of the world for a while.
With the rain’s sound and the smell of the wept ground, I couldn’t ask for more.