My first letter to my love

Dear Hiral.

I don’t care what other people think of this but I miss you so much and muze nahi pata q I think about you a lot, to be honest. If you ask me, I wouldn’t deny it. You always seem to sneak into my head. I like talking to you because you make me smile, all the time! You’re the only one who can make me smile,who can understand me by the mention of your name. And I’m really happy with it. I can’t really explain anything else, because you’re special to me and something different. It’s a good thing though, I like it. It makes you interesting. You aren’t like the others. You have an amazing personality, always want to open my heart to you wish I could talk to y..remember those moment we spend together as friend ?? Because I do..but you might not care…I cried all night cuz I realized that I lost something so special and I might not get you back but I’m not writing this to make you feel bad but to tell you what you did. You really hurt me and I never thought out of all ppl you would do that but it’s ok it’s not the .it wasn’t the first time I was wrong.Ha remember to being best friends .being some one’s best friend isn’t easy because to be some one’s bestfriend they have to trust you..and that is what I did I put all my trust in you but you just took advantage of that..being a bestfriend is a promise not a label:/ you don’t know how much I cared about are friendship you might not have I could have been a phrase but to me you were my best friend .No you still are my friend and always will be but for right now we are on our own cuz that’s what’s best at this point you might also think I’m over thinking this whole thing but if you talked to me more over the summer you would know that I’m in such a dark place but I don’t show it cuz that’t ..like surprise that you even called me..but that’s how much I cared for are friendship I didn’t say yes cuz I thought if I did I would have lost you and I wouldn’t want that to happen..but in the end I did lose you but I guess it was for the best and plus you are an amazing person so you will make new friends you don’t need me but I need you to forgive me if I have ever hurt you cuz I didn’t mean it..I’m sorry:/ look and you will always be my friend smile emoticon and I will not forget about you. You made me the person I am today so thanks! I hope this helps you go on if you haven’t already which you probably have that’s ok but I still need you to know how much I cared because I did! Anyways you will go so far in life and go have fun meet new ppl just never forget me.. you were my bestfriend FOREVER