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7.6.16 Wednesday
I should not write for anyone or anything. When I write I do it to make things real. I deal with shit, I work out my demons.
I feel better now.
7.5.16
Feel like I’ve been a bitch lately. I would like to blame many things:
Sunday June 26, 2016
I want to be here as long as possible, the best/healthiest way possible.
Facing reality is scary, but I’m getting more comfortable looking at religion, spiritually, cause for existence, and death.
Practiced cold shower therapy last night for the first time in a while.
It was easily one of the most therapeutic things I’ve done in a while for myself.
I have been practicing controlling my thoughts and emotions because my mind wanders to dark repetitive places, even when I’m trying to think of…