Flow: In Positive Psychology

I just want to work
I want to be so immersed that I lose my sense of time
And being
I want to engage in a work so demanding and so fulfilling that I just forget the entire world exists
Surely I will stop for a cup of coffee with a friend every now and then
Surely I will spend intimate moments with my sisters and be their number one fan
Surely I will feel the ache to be loved and the longing to discover more art
But all these desires
All these feelings
And all these thoughts
Stand weak in the knee when faced by my desire for 'Flow’
I know that my struggling with depression and anxiety is always going to be there
I will never not have to struggle
But I am learning to cope
I am learning to enjoy the struggle
I am learning to utilize that struggle for the benefit of hyperfocus
I have always been extreme
Mediocrity scares me
I want to fall in love with the one thing that won’t dare to hurt me: Discipline
