Crazy Kids

I never really imagined myself having children. When I was a kid, I had a very hard time in school amongst my peers. I was different for having a muscle spasm disorder called motor tics. Since it’s stayed with me to this day, it’s progressed into Tourette’s syndrome. This originally was one of the main factors that prevented me from wanting to have children of my own. I felt that I would hate myself to see my son or daughter go through the same thing I went through. I’ve always been afraid of passing on my genes to see myself struggle like that again from different shoes.

One day, this absolutely gorgeous gal came along and through her, a lot has changed. I am stronger in my faith, I am in better shape physically and emotionally. I am reaching for bigger goals and smiling brighter. With a girlfriend, there are obviously fights that make me frown harder too — I choose not to think of these in the long run. This girl hit me with a lot of things I wasn’t familiar with when we began dating. She is my first and only girlfriend I’ve had to this day. She on the other hand has been through all of her relationship mistakes and found a man that she’d like to marry one day. It’s pretty neat to say I am that guy. It’s even crazier at times to think I’ll marry this girl too and be one-for-one in dating the perfect girl for me.

I want the future to be with four children. I want my beautiful wife to be the same girl that I know today. I want to finish college, begin my career, and plan on of those extraordinary proposals that you’d watch on YouTube as you say to yourself, “I’d never be able to do something quite like that,” prior to these. I’ve had the mentality that my future is going to fall into place exactly as I’ve imagined it with Megan in my life. While my future always has the potential to take a twist that I’m least expecting, I know that there isn’t much I wouldn’t be prepared to take on with this girl beside me. It says a lot that a person can open my eyes up to having four kids. I surely wouldn’t be fine with zero anymore. We’re going to make it happen.