Everything has to be in order

you can’t spill anything.

shamed

ridiculed

circled-in

constricted

stai-attento

clean-up hem-in order

collect

shame-control

humiliate-repress

diss-call names- ingiuriare

belittle-make wrong

encurralar.

but it seeps through

constantly — liquid — smells —

vibrations — movement —

there is always something wrong

in the game

something that has to be

brought into the fold, made

to somehow fit in

apparently

all the movements are controlled

and made acceptable. -

the speed

direction

purpose

dynamic

se no sei pazzo folle matto fuori di testa strano scemo non capisci niente

cage

caged-in acceptability

warnings

things are done in a certain way

or else

threat of violence

exclusion

the whole carbuncle is a construction of interactions, disassociations

terror.

playing the game

submitting to the game

fulfilling other’s expectations

so where are the free people?

everything is set up to support

each other’s

disassociation

regulation/s

folding in

protecting

calling-names.

you are a prisoner of your decisions, your friends, your circles, your control, your needs, your perceptions, your insecurities, your manias and nervous compulsions, your pleasures, your domineering.

dominance is a prison for captor and slave.