Awe sweet girl, I have a father like your stepfather and I’m so, so sorry that you had to live through that. I remember 27. I was just starting to have flashbacks; ptsd episodes. I had blocked out the majority of my childhood and now it all started crashing down on me.
Wild Flower it almost destroyed me. But it didn’t.
This is not over for you. I hope you cope better than I did, you are stronger than I was.
But I’m here if you need to talk to someone who has been there.