had been broken, like a wild horse. I only knew how to do what others wanted of me.
I was raised to be a polite, accommodating, think-of-others-first type of girl.
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Oh my god Julia you are describing so much of my experience. ( maybe without the drunk dad, I don’t know). I call it my chameleon powers. I could be whoever anyone expected me to be but I had no idea who I was. I still don’t.