Alexceniccola
Nov 1 · 2 min read

WHY I WANT TO COMMITE SUISIDE

i hard life i have been through first let me tell from where my life started getting horrible and wanting to commit suicide it started when my parents broke up it was on a drive to somehwere and our mum had asked us me and my sister would it be ok if my mum broke up with our dad we both said we don’t know

my life was starting to go down anyway ill skip some points to get to the part our mum had been finding houses me and my sister didnt know anyway we had moved house and from there i had to catch 2 buses home and i got the shits coz i wasnt used to 2 buses everyday everyweek it was annoying anyway after a while me and oter people were arguing fight and then i wouldnt get on the plane as i was sceared and our dad wanted to take us on the plane first.

i never got on the plane and i moved with dad and i loved it as i had a scedual not like now which i dont like i moved to schools and lived with my dad for longer then 7 months i loved it (ill skip some points) after a while i wanted to die and put a chain around my neck and tried to choke my self which i was going to think before i did that then my nonna started sceaming and then my dad cam eand took the chain off me anyway i am (skipping points) after all this has happend 1 night i got angry over a stupid thing and my dad called my mum to coe get me which he was only doing that for her to help but she just came and got me and i was from that night i was living with mum but…

i have been having guilty feelings and i am not liking it here i had moved schools again to a school near my mums house and it was fine but i am getting bullied a lot at this school and too much girl drama here

i have been thinking about die’ing but i am to stressed about hwta the other people will think about me

ever since i have been living with my mum she has:

  1. complained about that she has to walk around to get into the garage because i need the keys so she has to go the other way
  2. that there is always a mess
  3. me and her alway fight

me and my sister always fight and we were better before and wern;t fighting even now my sister dosnt really want me living with my mum anymore coz we fight a lot.

even now i am getting stressed coz i want to have a happy life and just not fight

if you want me to write about the parts that i have skipped then just message me on this website

Alex.ceniccola