I miss you, but I don’t think I want to see you again

Thoughts of you makes me my body shake

Thoughts of you and her makes my mind ache

I’m not sure I can handle this pain

Nothing is making sense to me

I haven’t slept yet I had dreams

I see her with you, making you feel serene

As I’m starting to go insane

Trying to pick myself up off the ground

Why am I wasting thoughts on you when you don’t think of me anymore?

I guess that’s what I get for putting my heart in someone else’s hands

I wish I couldn’t feel all these knives in my chest

Right through the heart but I can still get a beat in

Barely..

I’ll wear a smile and pretend I’m fine because it’s better then trying to explain what’s going on inside my mind

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