Day 21

This is officially the third week. A little setback: he was in my dream last night. I was at his house — it’s not really his house (which is why I didn’t recognize it initially), but I was in it and saw a bunch of people hosting an event. Then I went into another room and saw him there, watching TV, so I left and then I saw him swimming…I left…I guess my subconscious mind has this big tug of war going on: I want to avoid him but I keep somehow bumping into him. It’s not that I dreaded seeing him, but my first reaction was: “I shouldn’t see him, it’s not good for me”.

It’s just a dream, that’s how my subconscious gets manifested, and I need to realize that. I need to put this behind me and make some more progress (I did pretty well yesterday). I must forge ahead.