I am Depressed.
Jack picks up his phone and types the following message in a conscious yet strangely in-different state; of his own mind talking deeply with his own brain.
“I am Depressed”
It’s not Jack. It’s me.
“I am Depressed”
The message is not a text, the person is not Jack. I am depressed. I am the person. You are my message.
The message is you but you are not the one receiving it. I am. I am not Jack. I am depressed.
Despite all the talking and hearing, there are only two kinds of things people do with their own selves. They either think about themselves or they think about others thinking about themselves. I am not people. I am depressed.
As they take upon this choice and contemplate all they can, they come to a conclusion. The conclusion directs them, after they have chosen one, to take the other choice now. They become the next choice in their brain. I am not that choice. I am depressed.
Then sometimes, at very seldom times in-fact, there are thinkers who do not think about their choices. They think about themselves thinking. I am that thinking. I am depressed.
Then often times, very commonly in-fact, these thinkers begin to realize that they think about their thinking. They begin to see the choices for their thoughts. The steps of their thoughts. The reach of their thoughts. The thoughts of their thoughts. I am such a thought. I am depressed.
Then fewer times, the thinkers stop. They rest to stop thinking. Thoughts become their brains. They become their voids. I am such a void. I am depressed.
