At My Door

If you had shown up at my door I would have flung myself into your arms, wrapped myself around your neck and held onto you like you were life.

If you had shown up at my door I would have kissed your mouth like you were oxygen and I was dying for every breath.

If you had shown up at my door I would have smiled through the tears at every last moment stolen.

If you had shown up at my door I would have tangled my body up with yours until there was nothing left of you and me.

If you had shown up at my door I would have loved you more just like I did every day before and will everyday until I’m gone.

But today my heart will bleed and I will die a little more because you didn’t show up at my door.