I was in such grief after losing her, I tried to start a business dedicated to her, as her legacy, based on things we shared together…the little sentiments that kept me close to her. I had seen success prior to losing her by making a career out of skills she taught me, so I wanted to have the same success with this sentimental venture. Even though I put all of my focus into it and took positive risks, the business failed. It was the most gut wrenching feeling when I had to come to terms with what happened. It felt like I lost her all over again.