Day 8 : Oasis

I made a deal with him. I insisted him not to leave me ever, even when the day is hard.

January 7th, 2018

4.35 p.m

I met her again. Failure. That old faithful bitch.

I didn’t expect her coming this time. But she did. She came with all her revenge plot to drag me out of his way.

Suddenly I feel drained.

Suddenly I don’t want to fight anymore. I don’t even want to talk to him.

It is indeed ‘the world has under no obligation to make sense to you’.

But he came to me, as he always did. And he spoke to me gently — beautifully;

18.10 — right after maghrib prayer

And I cried myself out in his hugs. Again, and again.