On His Reactions Whenever They Met…

Amira Rizk
Sep 8, 2018 · 2 min read

His Indetermination…

That was the root cause and the key problem, she thought!

She wished she could have the courage to just confront him to understand WHY?

Why was he that undetermined towards her?

Maybe it was past experiences that left a deep scar in him?

Maybe it was his fear of overpromising something and not abiding by it?

Maybe it was his perfectionism?

She had no clue yet wasn’t confused with his mixed messages and confusing behavior because deep inside she knew his real feelings and understood the high values that was guiding his behavior crippling him to confess or promise anything he’s still incapable of giving.

Yet, she trusted her inner voice that echoed within- it was very genuine and unpolluted with human’s behaviors and other external factors. This voice that told her to trust him…to never give up on him…to hold on to her belief in him and in their unexplainable connection bonding their souls by a Higher power, too sacred for their limited minds to interpret.

But till when can she keep trusting it and holding on to what it told her, her mind wondered accusing her of foolishness.

As long as I keep believing , she replies back with her face gracefully coated with a smile.

I really can’t see where you are coming from, her mind started wailing.

Of course! Because you can’t see with my eyes, her heart whispered; simply because you weren’t designed for that. Seeing with the heart understands…tolerates…embraces insecurities..and never cease to give excuses.

Finally, all she wished for was that he trusts her as much as she trusted him and will always do. And before all to trust his feelings and love himself enough to give them both a chance to try. And even if they failed and never ended up together, at least they would never regret missing out on something beautiful that might have happened between them.

With those thoughts slightly fading away from her head, she found the below mantra repeating endlessly in her head painting a slight smile on her face:

“Being with someone you really love is always worth the risk”:)

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