Something I should never forget
Bad days happen, don`t they? Oh yes! I am a fan of a concept “it is a bad day today, but tomorrow is going to be just fine”. Sometimes it is exactly what you need to deal with it. However, the next step is — “it was a good day, because every day is a good one”, despite all the bad stuff that happened to you. It was a good day. It was a fine day. It was a day. It was.
As a teenager, I wrote every time something bad happened. Every single time. At first, in my notebooks, then in Word, later — online on all sorts of platforms. I am not a teenager anymore, but I still write almost always, when something bad happens. On top of that, I write on other occasions too. I want to write every single day. This is what I have been trying to do for almost two months now. It is challenging, very challenging. Sometimes all I want to write is “everything is so fucked up” and “I have no idea what to do”, but this is not something I could publish, so I look for other options. I find them. They are not necessarily great, but they are good, because they are there.
Finally, the truth is that everything comes and goes, life changes all the time, but writing is always there for me. I can always write. I can write no matter what. I can write, when I feel good and when I feel bad, I can write when I am winning and when I am loosing. I can write even when I feel like I cannot write. I sit down and look for words, I have so many ideas and thoughts in my head, but it takes a lot of effort to turn them into something. However, I appreciate an opportunity to do it. I know one thing for sure — I have writing. On days when I am sure that they are good and when I see them as bad ones, I have writing. I always have it, and I am so grateful for it. Therefore I will keep on writing, I will keep on living and knowing that writing is there for me.