Today I Choose To Stop Comparing Myself To Others

UGH!!! I am exhausted. I am so fed up with comparing myself to this or that person. She has this, she has that. She is doing this and then she will be doing that. Well, I bet you know what I am talking about. Today was an especially painful day, because I simply kept on comparing myself to others and punishing myself for not being perfect, which is an impossible goal to reach, as there is always something to work on.

I made myself feel really-really bad and it was so hard to concentrate on my job because of it. Then I stopped, breathed in, breathed out and thought — why don`t I stop this? Why don`t I finally realize that I am this way right now, and if I do not like something, I can make an effort in order to improve it instead of covering myself with dirt.

Obviously it is much more complicated than that and there is a lot of work to be done, but FUCK IT. I am the way I am, and I want to love and appreciate myself. I know that I am lucky in many ways and I can get better by trying hard, and so I will.