Why am I writing all this? Is it self-serving? You betcha. Can it help anyone else? God I fucking hope so. You might have noticed over the past two weeks I’ve been even more emotional than usual and that’s because I’ve wanted to tell this story. I’ve learned that people look up to me (not a lot, but some) and people care about me, I had just pushed so many of them away with my behavior that I couldn’t see it.
A Funny Thing Happened When I Was Typing My Suicide Note…
Sam Grittner

Takes guts and grit to live and write this. Well done. From one stranger to another — proud of you.