I hope you are not spending the day crying because that is going against everything else that you want to do.
I have been in a ruut. I am not sure if I am not out of it yet. But I started a temporary job that lasts fro six months. Everyone else tells me, “Oh no, that sucks.”
But I have the most pleased face since a long while, “No, it is great! I get more time to think!”
Although I am also very afraid I will still not know where to go and who to be six months later.
I feel that if you can’t add things in your life, knowing what you are not is a first step.
A wise friend who knew all my dreams and feelings once told me, don’t be ashamed of any job.
Sending you love and strength.