The Problem Of Not Missing.

Its kind of hard to explain this situation.

Is it not like this , when you experience a good time away from home, that everything back home becomes a blurred memory of your past, which you do not want to remember in the first place? Is it not kind of rude to forget everything what is back home, to forget everyone who waits for you, forget everyone who MISSES you.

I discussed this issue again and again in my head. When I lay in my bed, when I have a free minute at work or when Ijust lay at the beach, I always think of it. “Why is everything so unimportant but the very moment right now?”

For me, it is always hard to lie to my beloved ones that Imiss them as much as they miss me. In fact it annoys me to tell them i do, but hurting them is no option.

Coming back home will be hard, pretend to missed everyone so much will cost me some nervs. Show them my love will be the worse.

Cheers.

Andreas Simic