Week 7 Freak Out

Well yesterday I had a really bad day. All weekend I felt frustrated with a project I am working on, and with which I have been unable to make much progress. Yesterday was much of the same. Although we only have 6 students, the teachers assistant was unable to find my error(s) and the instructor is a bit unapproachable (due to my own lack of confidence — not any fault of his.) So I felt all day like I was wasting the day and the project is due on Thursday morning (so really Wed night.) When I finally went to actually beg for him to help me, he was in a meeting. I kinda lost what little remained of my confidence and was on the verge of tears, so I left class. I needed to decompress. I went home early, and did not even touch my laptop. I needed to relax.

So now her I am — back in class on Week 7 day 2. I will not give up. So much is riding on this class. The amount of pressure on me can not be exaggerated. Wish me luck!