Why do I have to feel miserable, thinking always someone is better than me, why do I feel in my system the thoughts of immesurable shit, I don’t know how to clear things up in this autistic brain Jesus Christ!
I wanna be free from your shackles
Of course the one I held on to
I think you let go
I think I’m stuck
Inspire inspire inspire seems to be dying out in my light of thoughts, but why am I feeling this? Its established I can’t be better than, I can’t be someone like, I can’t be you.
I stopped trying but when I look afar I see, you still.
Its time to sleep, its 2:18 I guess another afternoon… another