Dating sucks

Dating sucks. People never are really who you think they are. They aren’t your everything.

Your first love isn’t going to set up the rest of your life. It’s going to uneventful and frustrating.

I know because I’m living it. It’s painful. Not letting go of someone who doesn’t click with you. But really thinking someone has potential and you get to know them and you get indications of who they are. And they suck.

And you hope it’s okay because love is blind.

Sometimes it works.

Most of the time it just doesn’t.

I don’t have anything to say that’s uplifting or anything. I know there has to be someone who clicks with me on most of my more important channels but I just haven’t met him or her.

I guess it’s okay to be sober about love. Gives you time to “be” with yourself.

Whatever that means, anyway.