I’m OK

Here it comes.

That feeling again.

Insecurity.

Uncertainty.

The “broken” bit.

Its coming back and I dread it.

It feels like it ruins everything.

A show stopper.

A game changer.

A day ruiner.

A love loser.

But what if….

What if it didn’t matter?

What if I just see it there, say hi and move on?

What if it doesn’t actually change the reality of right now?

What if whatever I’m thinking and however much it hurts and however much that appears to change my worth, my value, my lovability, my trust, what if it’s all…

Bullshit?

Bullshit.

What if its bullshit?

What if I don’t have some epic revelation and am not quite obviously right in my intuition?

What if my intuition is screwed by my lack of self-love?

What if the people around me are not “out to get me”?

What if I believe they are not “being mean”?

What if they actually love me?

What if they actually want me?

What if I’m worth it?

What if I’m enough?

What if I’m OK?

What if I’m OK?

I’m OK.

I’m OK.