She Always Wants To Be Around You

Sadimir Penin
Nov 7 · 2 min read

She’s your best friend and your worst enemy

She surrounds you, she always wants to be around you

Cascading darkness rhythmically thrown from her mouth

You’re surrounded, blinded with nowhere to go

You drop, you’re comatose


She’s your agony and your solace

She surrounds you, she always wants to be around you

Rosé atmosphere binds to your dark thoughts and it’s a bit easier to smell the essence of a sunflower

Euphoria, my love


She’s your desire and your fire

She surrounds you, she always wants to be around you

Engulfed! You’re burning, but there’s no discernible fire

Your lungs are filled with hot smoke, screaming separately from the rest of you. Your eyes are tearing and slipping away. Your heart is melting.

You’re in pieces


She’s your cage and your tranquility

She surrounds you, she always wants to be around you

You bounce against the inflated bars into a pleasant stupor

Lighter than a spirit, even gravity struggles to hold you down

You’ve transcended space and time


She’s your grave and your grace

She surrounds you, she always wants to be around you

She’s your crystalline light and your ringing ache

She surrounds you, she always wants to be around you

She’s your asphyxiation and your chaste smile

She surrounds you, she always wants to be around you

She’s your chaotic life and your perfect death

She surrounds you, she always wants to be around you

Sadimir Penin

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Soulful revolutionary; Programmer; Poet

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