About Being Back
Hi there, wish me luck.

As I go through my writing from last year, I read my own thought of wanting to utilize this Medium as a platform to keep writing. In 2013, I started my own blog. Which, by now, you will not find any posts in it since I deleted all out of insecurities for such a bad writing. Now I regret that I lost my track record of stupidity. In 2017, I started to consistently writing a journal. Day by day, everyday. I’m glad that I am serious enough up to today. A book, which no one have ever known, no one have ever seen. And that, in 2018, I started, I was forced to start to be exact, to write here as a part of diklat for DK AMI 2019. Which later on, I failed because in the end I can’t prioritize it enough to get chosen. In the midst of being forced, once I realized that ‘man, I gotta utilize this to be serious again in writing a blog’ but, nah, SBM life along with MUN and Canika kills me enough to go to bed soullessly.
However, with a mind of 21 year old girl, currently sitting in one of a cozy spot of Mormors Bageri, I think that’s all are just a denial. After all, it’s just me who can’t commit and spare time to write on a blog. Truthfully, I’ve always had a free time laying on a bed, scrolling through twitter-instagram-whatsapp-repeat. So, if I can keep up writing a daily journal, day by day, how could I can’t be consistent with writing one here, and share it with you? I know this may be hard to start, but this is my fight and I don’t take losing as an end of my story. In addition, been living for 21 years, I must have a lot to tell, don’t I?
this is why, Wish me luck with this Medium.
the picture up there is actually a teaser of my current condition.
Next up, let’s catch up.
