…st nine months, there's been a ton of failure in terms of my eating habits, body image, and weight. It doesn't help knowing that anywhere I go, people may easily judge me for my weight without ever understanding how much of a battle it is every day.
…telling myself that I can figure this out without gastric bypass surgery. Not because surgery is an easy way out--but because I know it isn't. I still want to believe that I can develop a healthier relationship with food right now. If I did have the surgery, I'd still have to develop a healthier relationship with food.