Thank you for your insight. My experience is similar in that very early on I learned not to show any feminine qualities. Although I did and was constantly admonished for that. The statement from my mother, “you just want everything your sister has” still rings in my head.
Well done. The commonalities are, well, common but not in a common way if you know what I mean. As I gradually move to the feminine after so many years in this male engine, I consider the totality of my experience and am satisfied with the momentum.
Yes, resonance. At four, I told my mother I wanted “a little tussy” (i.e., vagina). The crackdown started then. Later I had recurring dreams of opening my closet and all the clothes were girls or womens clothes.
In terms of sexuality, I prefer women so I figured I would just limp along in this male form. The magnet of…